You absolutely can do it. Fuck your ego. Fuck shame or guilt or remorse. This is your life. This is your time. Be in the moment. You only have to get recovery right one time no matter how many times you have tried it. Let this be the time. Stop killing yourself and live. The body wants to breathe. It wants to live. Embrace life. Stop killing yourself over what others have done or will do. Now is the time. Let's do this.