Saturday, October 12, 2013
I stick needles in my body.
I manipulate myself so I feel okay inside.
I watch you spin outside my fishbowl.
There are stones on my chest when I breathe in.
You want me to stop this thing that makes me feel complete.
You provide no guarantee happiness remains beyond my dreams.
Tears of withdrawal from the drugs as they leave my essence
Afraid to touch my skin as I made you crawl.
I wear these masks. I wear my masks to keep me safe.
I wear these masks to keep me free.
I wear these masks to keep you love
No one hates me more than me.
No one loves drugs more than me.