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I am in the last stages of finishing my book "Black Tar Heroin And Beyond." In the meantime, I hope you enjoy the stories you find here. You can contact me by email traceyh415@gmail.com

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  1. AodhnaitFebruary 19, 2014 at 2:38 AM

    Good luck with your book!

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  2. AnonymousSeptember 6, 2014 at 11:42 AM

    I first saw black tar heroin last night. This movie really touched my heart. Being a recovering heroin addict myself I completely understand the pain of this sick disease so many of us suffer. Black tar heroin really took me back to my own days of using and I am so grateful that just like u I found a way out of that life style. I admire u Tracy and I am so glad to know u survived your addiction cause there are many who do not and many who never get the chance to tell their own story. Your an amazing person and I am so glad u got the chance to experience motherhood and all the beauty in life. Take care and keep doing what your doing. Your awesome!

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  3. UnknownSeptember 27, 2015 at 9:25 AM

    Glad to see you're doing good just found out Alice is alive and well in Vegas!!

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