I would not describe myself as a person who was an actual prostitute. When I think of prostitutes, I think of the ladies of the evening flagging down cars to make their living by any means necessary. Prostitution is not the world's oldest profession as many have been brainwashed to believe. Farming is the world's oldest profession. Prostitution was created out of need and survival. You have something I want, I have something you need right this minute. Turning a trick is part sex, part power struggle. It is not always unpleasant but it is dangerous at every level. As an opportunist addict, I was willing to do dates if the price was right or if I was desperate. I turned many men away over time. I was young and pretty enough to be selective to a certain degree. I had my own rules and I stuck with them for the most part. I never went out at night. I got money upfront. I would never, ever spent the night or agree to go to an apartment at night. I knew three or four girls who were r...
beside black tar, do they have any other type of heroin available back then?
ReplyDeleteNot here. In other parts of the country, yes
Deletehow do you see addicts? do you empathize or resent them?
ReplyDeleteI am an addict so I relate to them . I run a naloxone program and moderate an opiate users message board
Deleteweed saved me from addiction to mdma, cocaine and benzos, I always made sure weed came first and never understood how others could get so strung out on such hard drugs when weed seemed to be the only thing that helped make everything better, withdrawal, coming down, sleeping, eating, mood, nausea. Do heavy addicts just not like that weed doesnt do much etc? do they not like that it makes you hungry, or is it just that they need the money for their drug heroin, like i needed my money for weed over cocaine etc and any time i was on any other drugs weed helped to make em feel sane and handle the drug, why is weed so over looked in the addict community?
ReplyDeletewould you ever make a documentary about your life stories leading up to being clean?
ReplyDeleteI am writing a book about my process of gettting clean. It is called "the Big Fix" and will be in bookstores next year.
DeleteI am writing a book "The Big Fix" due out in stores next year about before and after I got clean
Deletewould you ever tour schools to share your story and help others?
ReplyDeleteI used to speak at high schools. I have lectured at a few Universities recently
Deletewould you ever go see alice at the strip club she works at?
ReplyDeleteMaybe. It is a job. She is clean and stripping provides her with a certain amount of freedom.
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