tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6971965211310107060.post711182153747822894..comments2024-03-09T00:59:50.084-08:00Comments on traceyh415: Nothing to see here.traceyh415http://www.blogger.com/profile/16828593445682777623noreply@blogger.comBlogger14125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6971965211310107060.post-67424124326716624332015-06-28T19:42:55.437-07:002015-06-28T19:42:55.437-07:00Thanks for reading. Someone told me today a diseas...Thanks for reading. Someone told me today a disease can be caused by a pathogen or other factors so there goes my theory lol. Either way, there is some catalyst traceyh415https://www.blogger.com/profile/16828593445682777623noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6971965211310107060.post-72700374809696900712015-06-28T19:40:29.040-07:002015-06-28T19:40:29.040-07:00I love your description of addiction. It's not...I love your description of addiction. It's not a disease, a disease is cured by a pathogen. So sadly true. I know I can stay clean today, I know I'll always have an addictive personality. If I drink coffee, it must be all day every day, obsessively. That's my addiction, that part of me will never change and I have to accept it. All or Nothing. Thanks again for what you do, Tracey.CrazySubMamahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16988289905958574595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6971965211310107060.post-87191807119306516112015-06-28T14:27:57.000-07:002015-06-28T14:27:57.000-07:00I can't wait for the book!!!! :)I can't wait for the book!!!! :)Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12937915205555531161noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6971965211310107060.post-13835087114818522572015-06-28T02:22:55.693-07:002015-06-28T02:22:55.693-07:00wow. totally relate. from where i am in recovery i...wow. totally relate. from where i am in recovery it does appear crazy to behave in the ways i behaved in active addiction. and the amaze thing is that it always gets worse. when i think of my last relapse i have to remember that it can only always get worse. reading this post i not only relate b/c my own xpereinces were just as beyond comprehension but also am reminded that if i pick up a drug i will pick up from that point in hell and continue downward at ever increasing speeds. i enjoy yr blog b/c it keeps fresh in my mind the reality of addiction…how the drugs and the addiction seem to normalize whatever i have to do to get more drugs so that i can continue in that lifestyle. so keep posting tracy, if u r helping me this much there is no telling how greatly u r helping othas. thanks too for the sentiment about addiction not necessarily being a disease but a disorder…i am gonna go think about this 1 on my run. ok, gotta go and thank u! u r living a life of service and i thank u for yr decision to get clean and change!Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03356110801149029117noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6971965211310107060.post-74466979502941539552015-06-27T20:24:33.703-07:002015-06-27T20:24:33.703-07:00That is awesome. Thanks for reading. I am excited ...That is awesome. Thanks for reading. I am excited for you and your journey. traceyh415https://www.blogger.com/profile/16828593445682777623noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6971965211310107060.post-58079459790472573382015-06-27T19:56:17.603-07:002015-06-27T19:56:17.603-07:00Tracey, I love your blog. I am a week clean today,...Tracey, I love your blog. I am a week clean today, I just had 30 days and fucked it up, but I am happier now with having this one whole week. This is the longest clean time I have had since I started using, and that's a big deal for a junky like me. I just want you to know how much your story helps me. When I want to use I come read some of your blog until that urge passes. I can't wait to read your book! <3Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01384209088663086577noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6971965211310107060.post-58962998179018018802015-06-27T16:18:56.823-07:002015-06-27T16:18:56.823-07:00thank for reading an commenting. Not sure I have s...thank for reading an commenting. Not sure I have seen you comment before. I read all my messages and emails. feel free to contact me. Traceytraceyh415https://www.blogger.com/profile/16828593445682777623noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6971965211310107060.post-59436698325672421212015-06-27T16:05:38.198-07:002015-06-27T16:05:38.198-07:00Nice one.Nice one.Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09522540044290567097noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6971965211310107060.post-90792231074018987762015-06-27T15:53:12.375-07:002015-06-27T15:53:12.375-07:00I personally am very interested in SMART recovery ...I personally am very interested in SMART recovery and HAMS. I did the 12 step thing but it REALLY is not for a lot of people. In fact, it can really damage people if you run into the wrong sort of super judgemental folk. There are many roads to recovery. Unfortunately, people seem to only hear about a few.traceyh415https://www.blogger.com/profile/16828593445682777623noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6971965211310107060.post-41666893884028352442015-06-27T15:45:28.023-07:002015-06-27T15:45:28.023-07:00Amazing story as always. I looked into HAMS as you...Amazing story as always. I looked into HAMS as you suggested...very interesting approach...it is great to know that their are so many options once you decide to get clean. This lady is a very kind and helpful woman people!Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6971965211310107060.post-54955019960619090652015-06-27T14:48:36.254-07:002015-06-27T14:48:36.254-07:00You are welcome. Some times a good cry makes me fe...You are welcome. Some times a good cry makes me feel better traceyh415https://www.blogger.com/profile/16828593445682777623noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6971965211310107060.post-5884060994168980872015-06-27T14:05:34.234-07:002015-06-27T14:05:34.234-07:00You brought tears to my eyes. thank you.You brought tears to my eyes. thank you.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6971965211310107060.post-29077268328758947082015-06-27T12:20:56.644-07:002015-06-27T12:20:56.644-07:00It will be out in March! Pretty hard to believe. I...It will be out in March! Pretty hard to believe. I am finishing up the last of the content now before edits traceyh415https://www.blogger.com/profile/16828593445682777623noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6971965211310107060.post-38448193879323707012015-06-27T11:24:09.549-07:002015-06-27T11:24:09.549-07:00Very powerful. A testament to how strong that her...Very powerful. A testament to how strong that heroin hold is when you want relief so badly that it is worth muscling a shot. I always love your stories and looking forward to your book.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com