tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6971965211310107060.post6003023221036181151..comments2024-03-09T00:59:50.084-08:00Comments on traceyh415: Low bottom Usertraceyh415http://www.blogger.com/profile/16828593445682777623noreply@blogger.comBlogger6125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6971965211310107060.post-11268391679027242972016-11-12T04:19:17.849-08:002016-11-12T04:19:17.849-08:00I sent you an email, hope it reaches you well. I f...I sent you an email, hope it reaches you well. I feel the same about this post as I have all your others... resonated. I have lived all of it yet in a very different way, perhaps I was luckier than you in some ways, perhaps not. None of that matters, because we were/are on the same ride and the longer you ride it, it all just blurs together unifying us, always together in a big beautiful, and ugly mass. Suboxone is all that I know to turn to now, and your blog. Well, and of course the occasional comfort of speaking with others afflicted as I have become, which sadly does not happen enoughAnonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12092653363889656184noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6971965211310107060.post-444438600335468832016-08-16T02:53:50.356-07:002016-08-16T02:53:50.356-07:00One of the things that I took away from your post ...One of the things that I took away from your post was that you are at least coming to terms with the fact you are a user. Too many people simply deny the fact and blame others for their situation. I see that you identify the trouble, realize you need to make a change, and at least you have an outlet now.<br /><br /><a href="https://plus.google.com/109220604973237432156/about?gmbpt=true&hl=en&_ga=1.2603568.1894068356.1458183670" rel="nofollow">Eliseo Weinstein @ JR's Bail Bonds</a>Eliseo Weinsteinhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06407697057363434395noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6971965211310107060.post-62628017201824861932016-04-14T13:34:52.635-07:002016-04-14T13:34:52.635-07:00I don't feel like you are judging me because t...I don't feel like you are judging me because this isn't my life anymore 😀traceyh415https://www.blogger.com/profile/16828593445682777623noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6971965211310107060.post-46786406179439249262016-04-14T10:05:28.234-07:002016-04-14T10:05:28.234-07:00Yea..
BTW.. I take h in all ways. But really avoid...Yea..<br />BTW.. I take h in all ways. But really avoiding withdrawals is the name of the game for me. Getting a rush never happens anyway, or just for a very fleeting 2-minute period. Then it's the same old high. How come you didn't just smoke the tar before trying to cook it, at which point then you're committed. But to give your veins a break or to limit shooting to just a couple times a day... Why didn't you smoke it... and reserve slamming to just once or twice a day? Why don't more of you just smoke the tar here and there to spare the 2-hour ritual of looking for a vein? I only iv once a day maybe twice. I do have to have that rush. But usually I snort most bags per day. We get powder here in NYC, tar is just not an east coast thing. And yes, snorting wastes a bit. But.. not much. And also.. if you guys took better care or attempted to try to be remotely sanitary about IV, you'd cut down on 95% of the issues you guys have with IV. I NEVER once shared a needle and actually very few people have seen me shoot because I slink off to be alone. I rarely shoot in public. But yea, sure, sometimes you're too sick and sanitary rules go out the window. But I carried a tiny bottle of alcohol and only used new needles and never shared them and was always sure I was clean... Your body would still have scars, but much less so. They'd have healed much faster if bacteria wasn't in them. <br />Nevermind. I know the answers to all these questions. You were a far worse addict than most addicts. And that's why your stories are amazing. Sorry, but aside from murdering for dope money, you were on about the bottom step of the junkie ladder. I mean that with high respect, I swear. Because you're far ahead of me now. You cleaned up. But I just can't imagine being so sloppy about being sanitary. I see in the HBO thing you guys all shooting and touching your skin with these utterly filthy unwashed hands. And THAT part, is avoidable. But I know, I know, it's not so easy if you're homeless. <br />Anyway, I don't mean to sound like a douche. Sorry. Because I love the HBO doc. And I'm sure I could easily sink just as low as you, or lower. That's within us all. Only naïve people think they 'never do that', so to speak. And you've risen to be a normal person again. And coming from where you were, that, to me, is more impressive than if you jogged up Mt Everest. Congrats, Tracey!Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6971965211310107060.post-74066445580292399312016-04-13T14:12:18.833-07:002016-04-13T14:12:18.833-07:00The fellowship of the traveling spoonThe fellowship of the traveling spoontraceyh415https://www.blogger.com/profile/16828593445682777623noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6971965211310107060.post-5767686102838360412016-04-13T02:53:48.223-07:002016-04-13T02:53:48.223-07:00Tracey... Shooting a guys coagulated old shot... T...Tracey... Shooting a guys coagulated old shot... That's the most insane thing I've ever heard. It makes not wanted the dope from shit seem silly. That's healthy in comparison to using someone's old blood. Even a healthy non-diseased person's blood, once old and coagulated quickly becomes a petri-dish of bacteria. You epitomized the low-down addict that's actually lurking inside every person. It's in me. I know it is. I never succumbed to anything that reckless, but if I didn't have the money, who knows. It's always easy to say, "I'd never do that!" That's a big lie to oneself. We never really know how low we'd sink, but the addict knows more than anyone. And you know more than most addicts. <br />I'm happy to hear you've escaped the insanity of heroin and addiction in general. Your stories are AWESOME! And can read them all day long. I read all junkie stories. I'm one, too. Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com